missing seattle.

i already miss the seattle days
even thought they were just yesterday
but i dont miss missing you
thats the best consolation prize
when i know that los angeles is where i will stay
i feel sort of like a little kid called out in class not knowing the answer
this is so embarrassing for me
i am terrified by the way i feel when i look in your eyes
they just speak to me something
much further beyond words
when i see you
i am just so terrified
that i might be falling deeper in
into this thing that i wont say what it is
maybe it has to do with love
the lines in your face
dont speak of your age
rather they are marks on all the souls youve touched
the shadows you have left
they are merely traces
i already miss the crisp of the northwestern air
i feel like that city it just cries out to me
i see it in their memories
but it lacks in comparison to
walking these city streets